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| Saturday, June 17th, 2006 | | 11:53 pm |
Dear . . . dear . . . dear. . . I wish that secrets could really be kept inside seashells, pink and twisted like the ear of a small child. That people attatched their hearts to red balloons, sending them into the sky with serendipitous intentions. and that experience could be cried into teacups to drink. . . .despite the stack of books on my floor, the lines on my palm,and the beetle within the cracks of a sidewalk. The omens are within my mind, the stars are not aligned. | | Saturday, March 11th, 2006 | | 11:59 am |
Last night I had a dream that I ate lots and lots of meat (steak and fried chicken mostly), that Scott Hillier upon moving to Texas took up sporting a handlebar mustache, and that we were constantly surrounded by paintings no matter where we were. Hmmmm. . . . do I miss texas I do believe. Oddly enough this all took place in New Mexico. I think there might be some inner longin' being addreesed. | | Monday, March 6th, 2006 | | 8:49 pm |
D.A.L.L.A.S. home home home. White dresses, cowboy boots, Caris. . . Attempting to write an essay for Site Santa Fe about why we curate, exhibit, and seek to understand contemporary art. Abtract essay to prove myself so I can be in Santa fe following an abstract concept. In Dallas my hands shake randomily, I get jittery when approaching certain landmarks of my time spent here. I don't mind it here though, but coming home always reminds me of why I actually really like Boston . . . I've also got killer friends in Boston. Also, while thinking a lot of about my near future (a stressful concept in which I realized my summer plans have little base) I've also started to think about next year. I'm psyched. It's difficult to imagine everyone leaving, but we'll have a ragin' house with a couch that will be dyin' to meet far away friends. Beyond Dallas I've been drinking tea, suffering from insomnia, reading books (Burn Collector, The Painted Word, A book from the Women's Studies section), secretly dancing, mostly studying. | | Thursday, January 19th, 2006 | | 11:16 pm |
Today I walked down a street in boston, far from my home. Too focused on my migraine and lingering pain in my mouth I started to cry. Random tears, crying in color from make up that was put on a couple of days before. My heart is split a thousand ways. Zac and I walked around cambridge . . . smile smile smile . . . friends are good for that. I cleaned my apartment, bought vegetables, made muffins, laughed with Ali, went to class, fell asleep watching Art:21. In Dallas I bought a chipped Dolls head that lingers with the possibility of life. It was one of a few tokens I took with me from the hours I spent in antique stores around that town, mostly trying on hats, and sifting through dusty books that made me sneeze. I enjoy things imbued with ambiguous memory. I read taking care by Joy Williams (recommendation for this one boy who lives on the other side of the world). It made me cry . . . | | Wednesday, December 7th, 2005 | | 3:31 pm |
Study study study: back straight, feet flat on the ground, eyes focused. Or so I would like to think. In all reality my eyes are blury and my feet wont stay still. Its amazing what silly things I'll do to keep from studying. As for the plane flight. It's creeping up on me. But today my doctor gave me some drugs to "take the edge off". And I must say this winter break with friends and family and of course Santa fe . . . well there is little that can be done to keep me from makin' my way back down south. Until then though there is lots of studyin' to be done and of course . . . Holli, Joey, Frankie, Christina, Ryon and so on and so forth. Please let the stars align perfectly allowing me to see all your faces before I go home. | | Wednesday, November 30th, 2005 | | 2:02 pm |
I'm nervous about going home for break (mostly plane flight related). I feel a bit swamped by work, but I wish I had more time to spend with friends. To go on adventures, to see things and people. Thanksgiving reminded me how much I love my family and worry about the well being of my younger sister. I spend a lot of time being nervous about my future. But it will all be ok: i know . . . i know . . . i know. . . I hope this rain doesn't drown my energy. Untitled list #14 (things that make me happy) - moon staring - star gazing - thunderstorms - dawson's creek mid morning - stayin' in bed too long with big cups of tea - treated iron - white cotton - space to dance - nooks to disappear - smooches - lively kitchens - seasonal activities - Texas tendancies - future possibility. . . | | Tuesday, October 25th, 2005 | | 12:06 am |
tonight for dinner I had cabbage and mustard - don't worry earlier today I ate some brown rice and broccili stalk. | | Sunday, October 16th, 2005 | | 8:27 pm |
Last night for the first night in days it was clear. There was a moon and what would be stars if I didn't live in a city. The air is crisp, and winter feels close. I keep staring at my coats in the closest and wondering how much longer it will be until I pull them out, and once again roam around Boston in bright blue. It feels comfortable in this city, but comfort too easily turns into stagnation. This winter may be just be a winter of books and small groups of good friends and cooking food for those that I care about the most. Right now though, I feel like I am laying dormant for something that is to come . . . p.s. those that are far away (New York, Iceland, Santa Fe, and Austin) I miss y'all and all the energy you give me for life. | | Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 | | 8:23 pm |
I relate with the moon, I like astrology books, eating organic makes me happy, I miss the stars, I'm in love with possibility, I am constantly worried about all of my friends. This is all I know. Current Music: Willie Nelson | | Sunday, September 25th, 2005 | | 1:48 pm |
oneday someday I will write something here. |
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